till the wedding! How do I feel? Well, I am back and forth between being excited and feeling nervous. Even though we've been together and have been very committed to each other for the last 5 years, the forever-ness can seem quite scary. Actually, it's the fear of divorce that is more scary. It's quite normal to think and worry about things like that before you make such a big committment, isn't it? Anyhow, I think I am getting over the nervousness and becoming more excited!! Wedding planning is going alright. I am not really stressed, in fact, I will not allow this to stress me out. We're just going to keep focusing on the fun aspects :) Oh, but there is one thing that really does annoy me - why does everything have to cost so much more just because it's a wedding? I am going to start telling vendors that it's a birthday party instead.